I had a feeling this day would come…but I didn’t think it would be today, or last week or even years before, I thought it was going to happen when I was older; when you were older. I thought you’d live to be one hundred. I thought wrong. I can’t explain how I’m feeling because I don’t think I’m feeling anything at all. Numb. That’s all I feel. I can’t cry, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, it doesn’t feel like I can do much of anything right now. I do know one thing, and it’s that you left too soon, you left before you could experience what would have potentially been the best moments in your life, in my life. Weddings, babies, birthday parties, family dinners, holiday’s and the list goes on and on. I’m sorry that you had to leave so soon and I wish I could have done something, but God had a plan for you, and who am I to make you stay? I’ll miss you like crazy everyday and not a day will go by that you won’t cross my mind and I mean that. I’ll miss you when I wake up in the morning and when I lay my head down to sleep and a few times in between that. I’ll miss you forever and I will long for the day that we can be together again because I know you miss me just as much as I miss you. I’m grateful that I was able to love you than to have never loved you at all. I will make sure your memory and your name lives on and I will make sure that you will never be forgotten.